But on to something that makes me smile, taking me out of this world without the thought of MJ or any other reality problems, he called me lastnight (: . As i was tearing up my pillow because of the lost of a wonderful person, my bed started buzzing, i picked up my phone and this number (310)**7-*9** ( lol yall crazy if yall thought i was gon post the number ) and knew exactly who it was and smiled; whipping my tears away. Due to nosey ex's, baby mama's his name will not be stated in this blog, but we shall call him beautiful, that's when i see when he smiles lol! Anywho we talked, and talked, and talked, having me laughing through the whole conversation. I dont know if you guys are aware, but this is a boy who i have had an crush on since the 10th grade. And dont be like "aww alaja la'shae your a simp" because he had one on me too, so HA! I mean we been threw some ruff times together, to the point that i hated him, ( yeah hated the fact that i like him so much ) .. wondering why we never went out ? Because this foo gon lead me on, not telling me that he was talkin to somebody else, ( and we just leave her buff ars out of this, it's not about her at all! >:o) but yeah,i wasnt feeling that at all. Even though he was with this person, from december of 08 till now ,well i think so , i hope not but i be on his mind, and vice versa with me. Every guy i've date or been with doesnt compare to "beautiful" , we always talking, weither its threw a txt, a call, or a IM. ahhh being that we had a wonderful conversation last night i pray and hope that this means we bout to start something good! yessss!

• dont laugh at me ok, i really like this boy. <3

The King of pop gone ,

I am lost for words at the moment, like this is un-takeable. I was infront of the tv from the time they rushed him to UCLA hospital till the time they pronounced him dead. He was 50 years of age, and died of cardiac arrest. From my sources, at personal doctor called 911 at 12:11 , explaining that he was not breathing nor responding to any cpr that they were providing on him. When the peramedicas arrived at the scene that wanted to pronounce him dead right then and there but the personal doctor refused to allow them "call it". They tried CPR from his house to the hospital on his lifeless body, but wasnt a success because he was already flat lined at the house. They did this for 2 hours, .....

no response.

He was pronounced dead at 2:26 pm yesterday afternoon.

They are performing and autopsy to see what caused this untimely death, checking for any drugs, alcohol , or perscription drugs in his system; but according to doctors at the corners office where his body is at, that can take up to six to eight weeks.

I will keep you guys informed on that .

I mean i have no words, like this is a man who touched so many lifes across the world.

He's the reason why some of these artists are even in the show bizz today!

This wasnt suppose to happen, like i cried until i went to bed last night, not knowing how to feel as he was on every freaking channel.

It was like i tried to escape it, not wanting to believe this, but something just wouldnt let me.

Like i heard the call they made to 911, smh ( tears in my eyes, and chills down my spine )

no more to say but ,

Rest in peace king of pop

Michael Jackson 1958_2009

'( x a trillion

Amber Rose goes threw ye's closet.

She was spotted out & about shopping in Beverly Hills this saturday.

Not alot to say about this , other than she raided her bf kanye's closet.

The poor choice beautiful people make, smh.

• Random thought : doesnt she look like Angelina Jolie ?

first pst.

so after i dropped dorrian, let me start off with who i am, incase you for some reason dont,didnt,or cant read my "about me". The name on my social secruity card reads Alaja La'shae, which is African for "child of god" , but others call me Rose m, short for Rosevelt Macintosh. Why? Because the name describes me & speaks for it self and its saying a few words like umm, creative, extravaget, one of a kind. random quote: "imitation is suicide". please no jacking, no need for it . I love to take picture, in front or behind the camera. I model, i act, i dance, i'm just an all around talented and good person. Attend Long beach City College, and will be a sophmor in august of this month! Gradutated from on of the most worst schools in Los Angeles,Ca, Gardena High School. Well it wasnt that bad, i did meet my mini me KNASTY. Information about her is irralvent, due to the fact that she has a blogg.

well im out bitchesssssss.

so who's lying? Dorion from "College's Hills" gets put on blast!

So the male fashionista from college hill started off our monday with a jaw dropper. Apparently "sombody a.ka a secret male lover" hacked into his twitter and just straight dropped him, putting his buisness out there. Being that he has been going back and forth with the gay rumors, nude pictures of him has been posted on his twitter account, making matters even worse. He does admitt to taking them and sending them to 1 or 2 close friends but they were "never suppose to get out" ( yeah everybody says that after they got exposed!) The undentified hacker also took his phone and posted celebs phone numbers and addresses such as solange knowles, Debra Lee, Megan good, etc! And thats not even the bad part, this person also stated that the college hill star infected him with a disease, ouch! The hacker also spilled juice on other celebs such as Teyana Taylor, Drake , and Terelle Owens, saying Dorrian had been with the football player.Dorrian Jumped on air and "tried" to clear up the rumors but do we believe him ? He also apologized to his twitter fans.